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terengah nafasku saat senja tenggelam
alunan suara adzan berkumandang
baru saja aku menyelesaikan mimpiku

apa yang aku harap saat membuka mata?
secangkir kopi panas?
sebatang rokok kretek?
atau seporsi nasi dan lauknya?

mungkin...
mungkin memang itu
tapi itu bukan yang utama

sapa halus dan uluran kasih
tutur lembut dan belaian mesra
itu yang kuharap

bukan semata aku manja
bukan karena aku berharap lebih
dan bukan karena tak mensyukuri apa yang kudapatkan saat ini

apa salah daun kering berharap kepada ranting
untuk menjaganya agar tetap bertengger erat di dahan?
apa hina mengharap itu dari orang terdekat kita ( teman, sahabat atau keluarga)

karena ini aku jadi hina
karena ini aku jadi terlunta

harapan dari biji yang tersebar di sekitar pohon buah
untuk nantinya tumbuh, tunas dan berkembang
seakan hanya terwujud saat mata ini terpejam
saat sedetik nafas berhenti

mimpi...

siapa yang kau harap ada saat kau terbangun?
ranting pohonmu yang telah patah dan menjatuhkanmu?
atau semak belukar yang akan menjadikanmu bagian dari rimbunanya?

daun kering yang telah gugur tak akan bisa tersambung dengan ranting pohonya lagi
daun kering yang jatuh hanya akan menjadi sampah

biarkan aku terus terpejam dan bermimpi,
atau relakan daun itu menjadi kumpulan semak belukar
My Handphone Is Haunted! (Mr. Midnight, #9)
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Angin terlalu kencang meniup...
Pondasi diri tak terlalu cukup
ketika itu juga harus jatuh tertelungkup
....dan racun kehidupan semakin dalam kuhirup

Ketika sapaan badai datang...
Saat benteng diri tak lagi kencang
Ketika itu juga aku harus terjengkang
....hancur layaknya terpaan ombak kepada sang karang

Salju meniup menghantam

Pisau menusuk menghujam
Perahu berlayar sudah karam
Tak seditkpun dihatiku ada rasa geram (meski dengan menahan)

Nyawa sudah tak sanggup lagi bertahan di tubuh ini
Jati diri sudah terkoyak musnah
Gunung menjulang terbakar oleh dendam membara sang api
Mata, bathin, telinga dan hati ini juga sudah berdarah!!

Hempasan kapas tipis tak lagi mengikuti terpaan angin
Ombak juga melawan badai
Sikap dan tabiat membeku dingin
Seakan memang sudah terlanjur mati

Sebuah kisah pahit terlalu lara untuk dikenang
Hati terlalu lemah untuk disakiti
Kini hanya sisa sampah yang terbuang...
ijinkan aku untuk mati!


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Tanggal tua merupakan momok bagi sebagian pekerja/karyawan yang gajian pada tanggal muda.Bagaimana tidak , kantong nipis, pulsa abis, rokok ngutis ambegan ibarat senen kemis...
Masih punyakah kita kesempatan untuk memberi? berbagi kepada sesama?

cerita seorang sahabat gw...

Seorang OP warnet tengah menghisap lintingan tembakau di emperan warnetnya
menikmati rokok kretek gepeng yang sebelumnya ditaruh di dompet , persediaan musim paceklik alis tanggal-tanggal tua bagi karyawan seperti dia.Sambil bergumam "sebatang lintingan toedjoeh enam ini serasa cerutu dari kuba saat-saat tanggal seperti ini", ah ternyata hidup ini indah dan masih harus diperjuangkan.

Sekilas terdengar langkah seorang tua yang sudah pikun, mengais kaleng susu
dia potong bagian tengah kaleng itu, dikumpulan dalam satu wadah mau bikin susu panas dia ceritanya (so sad)

Si OP tersebut menghentikan sejenak hisapan rokoknya sambil berpikir
"Seandainya pas ga tanggal tua n ada duit di dompet gw"
Ya sudahlah apa boleh buat, ya maap... sama-sama lagi kere om

....sementara alunan dari speaker winamp saya (penulis) masih menyuarakan lagunya Ungu - Sesungguhnya
saat dunia berhenti berputar
saat manusia tak sanggup lagi berharap
ketika mentari tak sanggup lagi bernjanji
menyinari dunia yang tak kau singgahi....

Sreeetttt!!!!!
Sebuah motor smash hitam berhenti tepat di depan Si OP ntuh
terjadi percakapan singkat

Si OP : "Hoey brurr dari mane neh?"
Penunggang Smash: "Dari SMA2 neh bos, abis maintenance Lab Komputer di sono"
Si OP : "Weh weh keliatanya girang banget, amplopnya tebal keknya"
Penunggang Smash: (nyengir)sambil berlalu

Si OP melanjutkan menghisap lintingan tembakaunya yang tinggal sepenggal, dah kerasa panas di tangan.Sambil melirik ke dalam warnet melalui celah kecil jendela kaca
terlihat percakapan ringan antara si Penunggang Smash ama Mr.Boss

Setelah beberapa menit berlalu, si Penunggang smash keluar

Penunggang Smash: "Neh bos ada rejeki dikit" (memberikan selembar puluhan ribu)
Si OP : "Wah , thanks banget brur... pas neh rokok juga udah abis"

Si OP kembali menikmati semilirnya angin sore itu.. sepoy sepoy...aseek... dapet rejeki nomplok
Eittss.... tiba-tiba dia tersentak dari lamunanya
Ya!! Kakek tua pikun tadi!! Si OP memikirkanya
Kaleng susu bekas... segelas susu panas... uang sepuluh ribu.. rokok sebungkus...
Argghh!!!

Dengan langkah pasti, si OP memberikan lembaran limaribuan rupiah kepada kakek tua pikun tadi yang sebelumnya uang puluhan ribu tadi ditukarkan di Billing warnetnya
Uang masih limaribu neh, sebungkus nasi, segelas teh panas, dua batang rokok kekna masih cukup.

Si OP segera melaju dengan motor tarik jabriknya menuju warung, perutnya dah teriak-teriak hahaha...
Setelah nyampe warung yang dituju, segera dia menikmati santapanya, maknyuzzzz gumamya!!!
EH.. di sana dia ketemu temenya, wah rejeki lagi neh..
Akhirnya dia dibayarin juga... hahaa.. emang kalo dah rejeki kaga bisa di tolak

Cerita nyata di atas benar-benar menginspirasi saya.Belajar bersyukur, belajar bersabar, belajar memberi , belajar dan terus belajar .Kondisi kita dalam keadaan apapun, meskipun dalam kondisi yang sangat kekurangan niatkanlah kita untuk memberi kepada sesama
Kita akan diberi kemudahan oleh-Nya.Dan kita pasti akan mendapatkan imbalan atas semua niat baik kita

Apakah kita masih sempat memikirkan kesulitan orang lain di tengah kesulitan-kesulitan kita?



tribute to chandiel

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